Nothing is right.
Nothing is wrong.
How am I supposed to feel something,
When all I am is gone.
My mind is numbing.
I have not eaten in days.
Body shutting down.
I crave your lips.
I want to kiss every square inch of your delectable body.
It was once mine, I want it back.
I no longer want to fight, with anyone, no need to feel myself bend or snap.
My conversations limited.
My thoughts completely consumed by the warmth of your embrace.
My minds traveling
Hearts beating
Both at a repulsive pace.
I need you.
Want you.
Desire to love you.
I just need to tell you my thoughts,
I need to actually feel myself talk.
So many things on my mind.
It's as if no amount of time would be sufficient enough to describe.
All of the lies.
I am a failure.
At least I see myself as one.
I have lost connection with myself.
Terrified to open up to you again
Afraid of losing someone else.
You say it's to soon.
I think it may be to late.
I need you.
I need a conversation.
One where you care about my thoughts,
My artistic abilities, gone. 
I am distraught.
All I ask is that you talk to me.
Not get angry or shut down at conversation
Keep an open mind,
Really listen to what I am saying.
I want to listen to you as well,
But my thoughts are keeping me trapped.
I miss the conversation we lack.
It is all attainable,
Reachable,
Foreseeable..
I need to feel it.
Hear it,
Acknowledge it.