Solutions- Solved- Obsession

Unwilling obsession-
Constant regression,
Wanting out,
Escape this depression-
Hurting yourself, everyone else.
Addictive tendencies, So very well known- creating solutions as your mind roams.
Sleeping aid, less weight gain, obsessions in higher doses, yet all the while- staying the same.
You'v announced a problem, i have the solution.
Digging yourself out of the hole you yourself had created,
Getting on top, hoping you'v made it.
Only then does it all collapse,
Another addiction another relapse.
Happiness mistaken, Pain momentarilly overtaken.
Willingly i go, No longer known as a regression,
Watch as my solutions become my obsessions.

Addictive Instincts.

To tired to sleep,
Addicted im afraid.
Immune to your ways.
An unwanted sign of crash and burn.
I like to keep myself this way,
Mellowed and Hollowed,
Above my own game,
My plans unlikely to be followed.
I swear ill quit tomorrow.
Tomorrow would be the day-
Mellowed and Hollowed once again,
Addicted im afraid.

Open mind fires

Focus and Drive,
Passion and mind,
Body and Soul,
Out of your control,
Needing and wanting
Needing to want
Wanting what someone else needs,
Bringing you what you need, put aside your desire-
Watch the two collide,
Light a match- Flame to an open fire.
Surrounding feilds,
Burning, Sparking,
Fire growing, getting higher.
My minds explosive, thoughts frozen-
Memory broken, anger is my only thought,
And destruction is my only plan.
Destruction of myself.
Destruction to everyone else.
If you oppose to my plan, please make yourself known, Please Stand.

I need a name, suggestions?

Distant voices,
Outside my head,
Foot of my bed-
Summoning me to come to them instead.
This topic is usually one avoided,
For it is far to personally public to be discussed-
with anyone else than who it must.
So keep it within yourself, far hidden, locked up-
This has already gone far enough.

Call the Shot

Commercials, late nights, long boring political fights.
How do you have the chance to sleep at night?
Is this what you want? Or is someone pushing you to fight for this one?
And if so, will your opinion matter in the long run-
Or will it change along with everyone elses next month?
Think long and hard, drown every other noise out.
Because all you've been hearing lately is what comes out of the next powers mouth.
You'v set your morals, read aloud your ethics-
But honestly, do you think god sits around and checks them?
All you have is the power to change,
The power to go for the long distance range.
Get up, and get out, dont be afraid to shout-
Make yourself heard, let the truth out.

Laced Races

A list of imperfections.
Laced with morals and ethics,
Laws on social sections,
Differences matter to higher power,
But in the end, it is who's voice was louder.

**No color

Everyone paints there wold a different color,
Im sorry to say, that mine is of Black and White all the way.
Every day, different, much darker shades.
My world isnt in color,  But mine is much more real-
More real than any other.

365, 52, 7. You choose.

67 cars passing
92 trains lapping
79 motercycles racing
7 stopwatches- time chasing,
60 seconds in a minute- 60 minutes in an hour,
365 days, this life is ours,
minutes ticking by the seconds to the hours-
12 lawyers in a courtroom-,
2 judges sit before you,
1 in the chair, the other towering over you- constantly watching from up there.
18 peers to analyze your tears, convicted and tried, they'll see through the lies.
9 different stories, chose one to plead before me.
7 truths to a lie-
2 sides to a story, one to hear- the other to make us beleive.
52 weeks stand before you and me.
3 days to convince us to let you stay
only -1 way to persuade me
3 facts, shady and outdated-
1 precious bullet should not be wasted, so lets decide all but to hastily.
7 days in a week, plead your case before me.
60 minutes in an hour 60 seconds to a minute-
365 days in a year, 52 weeks to question why you're hear-
7 days in a week, thousands of ways different pleads, minutes to seconds ticking down, 24 hours in aday-
Here comes the big question, would you like to stay?

I need a name, suggestions?

Take a look around,
Everything you ever accomplished has gotten torn down,
Taken away- pulled from your face.
You reach your goals only to have them stolen-
In just a matter of time,
This moment goes golden, but only for a moment.
Thought back alot on.
We build a country, Conquered eventually.
Set laws, broken by an enemy.
Hasn't anyone ever realized and said this?
We shape a nation to be strong, united & diverse.
In the end we all end up in the same hearse, our words- forgotten,
Work- destroyed.
This is something my friends, something we can not avoid.

-Kelsey McKenzie Leigh Duncan

A Rebels Call

You've built this city
You've laid down the laws,
Placed your bets,
Who can ruin it all?
Someone stand up, Someone take them down-
Someone, Spread the words- all throughout.
Someone stand up, Glorified, Raising one hand
" I pledge allegiance to the rebellions"
Let us all know- Someone can.
We have the power to rebel, Show us your rebel yell.
Scream and fight, take back whats right- What was once ours.
Well, we take it back tonight.

-Kelsey McKenzie Leigh Duncan

Shades of Ember

Sometimes, I try so hard.
To turn back the clock, Realize what I had done wrong.
Changed, let it all play out far to long.
Trying to change a life you never lived,
Is as hard as trying to convince yourself you ever did.
Almost like trying to re-live that one moment- Although you never could.
Thinking to yourself.. You never should.
Watching over a life, So dark, So abusive from the start.
Shadowing over, An outsiders view,
How could someone elses life be so vital to you?
Re-focusing- The scene has changed.
Her face to his.. so distraught, a place with a wide range.
So many places to run, So little to hide.
A small shade of gray, Over a hill- A small ways away.
You have no idea how this life changed so quickly.
Watching back, Re-winding it all,
You begin to see how everything begins to fall.
Small shades of Ember begin to appear,
Looking through the broken window explains it all,
Everything changes so fast, You only get a glimpse- Of how it all ends.
Jumps from below, Her legs descend-
The scene changes once more, A close up of her face.
You can see it in her eyes.
As her thoughts race and her mind fades.


-Kelsey McKenzie Leigh Duncan

No title- Any suggestions?

Anger- Rushing, Pursuing
Finding its way- into every knot and corner.


In her- Body + Mind,
Crossing every line,
No steps back,
No keeping its tracks-
To find its way back.

-Kelsey McKenzie Leigh Duncan

Your Fate.

I cant keep convincing myself,
That fairytales are true, In life, the closest you get is making a deal.
A deal to fly low, Except the highs.,
 Everything your faced with, your supposed to try.
Well the truth is, Everything but death is a lie.
Your happiness is a test,
A test of how long you can keep the emotion rolling,
Your pain,
A test to see how long you can keep it flowing.
Your anger,
Same to pain. How many words you can use to describe it.
Shows the true emotion as you tried to hide it.
The rules, to the game, as you live life as a stage.
Rules meant to keep you in line.
But who's to say you want to this time?
The government? Jeez, theres a joke.
The government lies over and over, Trying to keep chaos from errupting.
But what they cant see, refuse to beleive-
Is that half of us see the doubt and worry written all along there sleeves.
They want us to think that everything is under control,
They want us to think that they've got us safe,
But the reality is- is that reality in general is never told.
So lets rebel, lets make a toast, lets promote ourselves, let the lies unfold.
Lets show who we are, emerge out from behind our great masks-
While were at it peel off theres- What a great task.
This fairytale they create- Is all a fake.
Lets watch it in rewind, And realize the self destruction you've made.
This is our story now, Our fairytale to tell.
Generalized, Uncovering the lies, Except! One rule to this game.
After all these years, no one to care or see how much we all hated it.
Well you created it!
This time my darlings, we chose your fate to it.

-Kelsey McKenzie Leigh Duncan 2010