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Tuesday, October 25, 2011

How does one fuck up ones life so much, in so little time?
That's become my latest game.
That is, until you brought me back.
So back, it hurt to realize what I had done.
To you, to us. To myself.
I want to feel you gliding down my body.
Your rough, warm skin. Barely grazing mine.
I want to feel your warm, moist tongue.
Whisper in my ear.
Tell me I am alright.
Lie to me.
In thinking of all of this,
My mind returns to one thought.
Her.
Manipulation at it's finest.
You say you cannot be manipulated.
Oh, but you are.
'Keep calm and fuck the same sex.'
Bullshit, she will come for you.
And I will destroy her. Everything she has.
I don't care if she is weak. She has no idea what weak is.
I am the perfect example of such weakness.
But, I am strong. For I will destroy anything that blocks my path.
I return to you, Slowly counting my breaths.
I can almost feel you,
taste you..
i want you..
i want me. i want us. i want happiness and joy.
most of all, i just want my head.